I didn't originally leave a review for this, and I'm not going to leave one now. For me, sometimes I just can't think of anything that could even begin to describe what I just read and this is definitely one of those books. However, I will add this. I was just reading a review for the second book in this series When I Look to the Sky and I started crying over this book all over again. I don't know that I'll continue the series, I don't know that I can finish the series anytime soon. I definitely don't mean anything bad by that, I just don't know when I'll be able to relive the first book without becoming inconsolable mess again.